Hola Familia!!!
Wow, I have almost been here for an
entire month. Crazy, huh? It's been hard to be away from home, but
honestly, it's been so amazing at the same time. Friday night, I was
literally in tears as I was saying my prayers and realized how amazing
this work is. I really couldn't even sleep. I just kept thinking "Why
me?" "What did I do to deserve this?" Seriously, I am so incredibly
lucky to be here right now. I am so grateful to have pretty much been
born into the true church. What are the odds? People search their
whole lives just wondering if there is a God and a Savior and I, at only
19 years old, have a personal relationship with both of them. And me
just happening to be 19 when the age change was announced? How perfect
is that? I get to take the truth to the people of Peru--I get to be a
part of this amazing "Wave" of Missionary Work. I am truly humbled by
this privilege, and I want to thank everyone who helped me get here.
Well, I haven't even left the MTC yet and I've already been mugged!
Okay, calm down. It was fake. So you know how we've been teaching our
new investigator "Fabian"? Well, let me explain how that works. Our
teachers act like a real investigator that they had on their missions.
They put TONS of effort into really acting like that person would act
and it starts to feel real, we really do get revelation as if we were
teaching an actual investigator. Well, this week our teacher, Hermano
Wells, decided that me and my companion weren't being challenged enough
by Fabian, so he decided to become someone else. He told us he was
going to be "Nicolas" then he looked at us seriously and said "But I am
really going to become him, and I can't be nice."
The rest of our District is still just teaching Fabian, so we
couldn't ask anyone else for advice. We started to prepare the first
lesson, but I kept having this impression: "You're not going to get to
the Restoration, just be prepared to sing." You know how I feel about
singing in front of others, so I hated this prompting--so I just ignored
it. Before our lesson, my companion was in the bathroom and I stood
outside leaning against the wall, holding my scriptures against my
chest, with my head bowed in prayer. When I opened my eyes, Hermano
Wells (Nicolas) was right in front of my face, holding a marker
(apparently knives are looked down upon at the MTC...who knew?) against
my stomach, and yelling at me in Spanish asking for silver and money.
Technically when I'm in Peru I'm supposed to carry a little money with
me so I always have something to give when this happens, but I didn't
have it on me so I just kept saying "Lo Siento, no tengo Dinero ahora."
He finally just ripped my scriptures and books out of my hands and
walked off.
I walked into the bathroom and told my companion what had happened. She said, "I had a feeling we weren't going to get to the Restoration." Then I told her about my prompting, but there was one problem--"Nicolas" stole my Hymn book. The only Spanish hymn I have memorized so far is "Mas Cerca Dios, De Ti" (Nearer My God to Thee), so I wrote down the lyrics for my companion and we practiced it once or twice. We prayed there in the bathroom, and walked out.
I walked into the bathroom and told my companion what had happened. She said, "I had a feeling we weren't going to get to the Restoration." Then I told her about my prompting, but there was one problem--"Nicolas" stole my Hymn book. The only Spanish hymn I have memorized so far is "Mas Cerca Dios, De Ti" (Nearer My God to Thee), so I wrote down the lyrics for my companion and we practiced it once or twice. We prayed there in the bathroom, and walked out.
"Nicolas" was standing there, holding my scriptures, and smiling.
He asked if we were the Mormons, told us he read our books that we stole
and that he wanted us to teach him. I was so excited! (Ya, I know,
how Naive of me?) As we walked down a little ways, he backed me into a
corner, shoved my scriptures in my chest, and said (in Spanish of
course) "I don't care about your books, just give me your money. I know
your clothes are expensive, you have to have money." He ended up just
taking our jackets and walking off. As he walked away, I looked at my
companion and we both drew a deep breath, and then started to sing as
heartily as we could as we walked away.
After a few minutes, "Nicolas" turned back into Hermano Wells and
came and talked to us. He said that's exactly how his first lesson with
Nicolas was. We talked about it for a few minutes and we told him how
we were confused because we had always been taught that you don't turn
around and teach people like that. He said we were exactly right and
that it would all make sense later...so I guess we'll see? He wrote
down how he felt as "Nicolas" and gave it to us as if it were an entry
from Nicolas's Diary. He talked about how his natural reaction would
have been to hurt us when we didn't have money, but for some reason he
was unable to touch us. Then, he talked about the strange feeling he had
as he heard our song. Hermano Wells said that, on their real encounter
with Nicolas, Nicolas mentioned that same thing--that he was unable to
touch the Mormons. That brings me SO much comfort! I know I'll be
protected in the field.
Tuesday Night was AMAZING! Elder Richard G. Scott came and spoke
to us about prayer. It hit me that a literal Apostle of the Lord was
here at the MTC, and his message was about prayer. This made me realize
that I am really living below my privilege when it comes to prayer, and
I made a goal to really do my best to pray better--that tearful prayer
of gratitude Friday Night was an example of how I've felt a change since
then. It's amazing. Before he closed, he left us with an Apostolic
Blessing. WOW! I really felt his power, especially as he blessed each
one of us with the gift of tongues and promised us we'd all become
fluent in our languages--I really needed that boost!
My biggest blessing as a missionary has been receiving Revelation
through the scriptures. I've really been able to liken them to myself
and have them bring me SO much comfort. We had two more members from
our District (We're down to 8 now) get their Visas this week and I was
feeling pretty down about it. Well, guess what I read in the Scriptures
the next night?
D&C 9:3-4, 6, and 14.
"Be Patient, Hermana Simonson,
my daughter. For it is wisdom in me, and it is not expedient that you
should obtain your visa at this present time.
Behold, the work which you are called to now is to learn in the Provo MTC.
Do not murmur, Hermana Simonson, for it is wisdom in me that I have dealt with you in this manner.
Stand
fast in the work wherewith I have called you, and na hair of your head
shall not be lost, and you shall be lifted up at the last day."
Funny that I never noticed that in there before! ;) I
know that the Lord will send me when it's time for me to go. And
honestly, I'm happy to be here right now!
Thank you guys so
much for the package--it came on a day I really needed a boost! I love
you guys so much. I really hope you are being blessed abundantly--I was
promised that you would if I served. I miss you more than you might
think, and I pray for you every single day. I know this is where I need
to be right now.
Tell my brothers that I love and miss them and I hope
to hear from them--so far Brady's been the only one who loves me I
guess! Tell my friends I love them, too.
Love you forever.
Hermana Meghan D. Simonson
A COUPLE HOURS LATER:
Well, I get to (actually I was told I have to) Email you today
because I was told I needed to fill you in on what happened in the last
few hours since I emailed you either because the Nurses called and it
might have worried you, or because the nurses didn't call you and you
needed to be informed. Personally, I just think it's all
hilarious--though slightly embarrassing. Oh well, you have my
permission to post this if you want anyway just cuz it's funny.
So anyway I've been getting the shakes and headaches like nobody's
business and I've just kind of felt off the last week or two--plus I
gained ten pounds, hence the lack of pictures this week. So, I decided I
needed to see the Doctor because I've not been functioning normally. I
told him about everything from before and about the weight gain and the
shakes. He guessed that, on top of my Hypoglycemic stuff (apparently I
have two types of it...who knew?), I have some Insulin Resistance
problems.
The worry is that me gaining weight is going to lead to
Diabetes and he was trying to figure out why I've put on so much (I've
been wondering the same thing) so he started asking about my lifestyle
before I came. He said that he wasn't surprised I gained so much weight
since I was so active before I came in and now my only activity is
about half an hour of volleyball each day.
He said the problem is that I
can't lose weight by eating less because my Hypoglycemia won't work
that way, that's why I've been so shaky lately because that's what I've
been trying to do. Anyway, long story short he wants to test a few more
things this week but until then guess what he prescribed me? RUNNING.
No joke. I was SO happy! He said I need to be getting at least 3 or 4
miles in per day.
But, the main event of the whole day was that he wanted to do the
first test today and so the nurse came in, stuck the needle in my arm,
couldn't find the vein, and so, me being a whimp, I fainted. Awesome.
So, they had a different nurse come in (I was ordered to stay laying
down) and try my other arm. She got the vile and all was well. So
anyway, everything's okay! I don't know if they called you or not, but
I just didn't want it to sound like a huge deal if they did--I'm back
to my normal, fat self now.
Hopefully this running thing will work and I
can get the weight back off and eat normal and everything will go
well. I'll keep you updated! LOVE YOU!
~Hermana Meghan Simonson